Setelah hampir sebulan aku bercuti semester ni, mmg banyak pengalaman baru yg aku timba bukan melalui buku.. Aku dpt melihat sendiri bagaimana kehidupan sosial sebenar masyarakat yg berada disekeliling aku ni.. I know that i'm not a girl that is so gorgoeus, apatah lagi kalo org nak panggil ku beautiful.. i know who i am n alhamdulillah now i started to love myself... dengan berbekalkan semangat yg didorong oleh keluarga terutamanya emak dan abah, dan ilmu yg aku telah belajar sepanjang 20 tahun ini aku kuatkan diri untk bekerja di sebuah restoran berdekatan rumah ku.. the first week, was so horrible and i felt like wanna resigned straight away, but i managed to overcome it.. huhu, sape tahan nak dengar org dok main2 dgn perkara sensitif dgn kita.. sekali dua tu bley la kalo nak buat lawak, tapi kalo da lebey tu dah macam memalukan org.. i know that i'm not that perfect like other girls.. i dunno how to dressed well, i dunno how to put on make up n etc.. there are so much flaws in me... and i can still remember one of the staff said to me tis evening while having my lunch, he said," patut la aku xlalu nak makan, rupanya ade die kat depan aku..."hhaaha.. u may find me laughing and smiling all the times, but dun u think tat i also have my own feeling and thoughts about what are u saying.. it hurts dowhh... jual minyak wangi ori la konon.. hhooho.. i usually dun buy things directly through people without knowing the information juz like that.. not to boast around but i dun like it.. ok tats all.. so next time do consider other people before u said sumthings..
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